church singles meetings

Oh boy...
I went to Bible study tonight at a local church. afterwards this lady told me there was a singles meeting down the hall. so, i went, and they were watching a video, and thad food...and there were like 50 old women and 10 old men and one thugged out young man. Now, I kinda don't like singles meetings because people assume that you are "looking." Unfortunately, I cannot "look" or "be looked at" until this bar exam is over.

anywho, the one, thugged out (looking) brotha followed me out of the church when I left. He had been watching me the entire time I was watching the video. (We were probably the youngest individuals in the room) I was slightly ahead of the crowd. (oh boy) Andhe started asking me questions about it being my first time there and such. I just wanted to go home without giving or refusing to give my telephone number. So I walked very fast as we talked and as soon as there was a break in the convo said holla back.

Now, for those that think I'm judgmental, let me correct myself by saying dude may or may not have been some sort of thug type. I was only referring to his physical appearance, that's all. I don't know him from Adam....and thank God for that.

With regard to singleness, I think I'm starting to "feel" "ripe" for some action. I dont' exactly know what action means, but I'm starting to feel like I'm in puberty all over again. I'm noticing, and thinking about people, and things, that I didn't before. I figure it could mean one of two things. 1) My season for a relationship is approaching, and I can stop hiding, or 2) I'm definitely and completely over the ex as well as what he did. I guess it could be a combination of the two. Either way, it's kind of exciting.