what's going on

I haven't posted in forever....
SO much going on right now. For one, I can't believe I've been married over a year, and now almost 16 weeks pregnant. My hub is a man of God.

And then I've been reflecting on my life....and why God has shown me soo much favor. I've made big bad mistakes just like other people, yet I still know that His grace and favor are on my life. ANd what makes it even more pressure-free is that I know I didn't earn it or deserve it, but He just gives it to me as a gift.

And then I think, Lord why me when there are so many women out there who can't get pregnant? What about all those women who miscarry? It's truly humbling, and I ran across some scriptures about the Lord blessing us in our mother's wombs, and reminding us to cast our cares upon Him. It gives me such peace. SO much that I can't even let myself dwell on negative thoughts. I don't know why things happen to other people. All I can do is believe that the Lord's blessing is continually upon my family, and thank Him for it.

Anywho, I'm ready to pick the guitar back up.