whatever the heck just happens to be on my mind today
- I'm sitting in class--two rows ahead of me sits a young lady of completely European descent wearing a weave ponytail that is a slightly different color than her hair, and she keeps shaking it around and brushing it off her shoulders.
- I'm 25, and feel like I'm 22. Why, I'm not sure if I'm facing a fear of growing up.
- I keep thinking about this kiss...maybe I need to start casting down thoughts. But I was thinking...what if I fall deeply in love with someone and am ready to marry, and then the kiss sucks. Does that mean back out of it?
- I am currently on strike from the website consciouslyawaitingadream.blogspot.com
- I'm looking forward to Campus Ministry time tonight, though slightly nervous about Praise and Worship
- The movie, Pride and Prejudice was awesome. I love Jane Austen. I love British Literature. It seems like women had it so easy back then. all they had to do was grow up, have a good reputation, be attractive, and then the man just approached and said, "i would to have you as my wife" and she either accepted or rejected. then, all that was expected of her was to be barefoot and pregnant., loving her sons and training her daughters to be women just like her.
12. II Cor 9:8 has been my main man for a while here
13. I still haven't revealed my secret crush, despite the inquiries. It's a weird sort of crush. Not ungodly, it came up unexpected, and for a person whose mind I know better than their spirit, flesh, will, and emotions. But, men who are spiritual and intelligent tend to win my attention in a major way.
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WHATEVER THE HECK JUST HAPPENS TO BE ON MY MIND TONIGHT
1. I’m sitting in front of a computer screen right now. There is a coach from a certain sports team staring in my face. I think he was the fall-guy for an incompetent management team. But I’m a loyal fan, so all I’ll say is: We’ll get ‘em next year.
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3. I’m 26, and I feel like I have a 6 year old and a 60 year old in my head and heart. Why? I think a healthy amount of childish astonishment at the world keeps the spirit and the heart young, and a healthy amount of cynicism keeps your eyes sharp.
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5. I’m not thinking about a kiss at the moment. But since I just got home, I keep thinking about food. What if I fall deeply in love with someone and am ready to marry, and then I find out she doesn’t eat much because she wants to stay thin. My goodness, a house without food? This sort of insanity keeps me up at night. It’s pure silliness.
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7. I am not on strike from anything. I don’t even have a union job.
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9. I’m looking forward to some sleep tonight. I have to get up early tomorrow.
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11. The movie, Trading Places, is AWESOME. I love Eddie Murphy. I love good comedians. It seems like they have the best job in the world. All you have to do is make the world laugh, and work to be the best you can at that. Perhaps I’ve chosen the wrong path in life.
12. I Kings 11:3 makes me think that wise ol’ Solomon must have been a very tired man.
13. Secret crushes are always exciting. Hopefully they’re not the weird sort of crushes. There are a lot of Loony Toons out there, and they’re not cute and funny like Bugs Bunny; I love Bugs Bunny. I wish I had some cartoons on DVD. Maybe I should buy some tomorrow. Guess I’m a bit off track… but to continue… there’s no better quality for a woman to have than emotional stability and sanity. Women who are spiritual and intelligent tend to win my attention in a major way if they also have their emotions and identity together.
29 November, 2005
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